I'm so afraid of starting something new outside of Chad, the norm, everything, but I can't be stagnant, Tyson. I feel like I have no idea where I'm going in life anymore. The page is unwritten, and that scares me, but I'm going to be strong and face it head-on with a pen, not a pencil. Mistakes are bound to happen, but that's life-you grow and you learn from it. Hurt, that's inevitable, and so is growth. You have to let yourself grow and be happy-you can't wallow in this state that you're in.